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Title: If I sleep and never wakes up, please don't tell my mum about the pills. ♥
written on Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ 9:58 PM ✈{ 0 comments }
High emo content ~
'X' the window if you can't stand it.
Tyvm.
Really feel like sleeping and never wakes up.
I've been seriously thinking about overdosing into a coma.
I would love that.
Just nothingness.
No moving, touching, hurting.
No contact with anything or anyone exept pure sleep.
I feel as though im lost and wandering in a nightmare that I cant awake from.
I like to hit the shower and place a razor on my wrists,then trying hard to decide...
Am I brave enough for this ?
And I guess, I'm not.
I told myself to endure and become a rock.
Emotions are for little girls.
But I just can't make it.
I put on a fake smile,
and pretended nothing happened.
Cause I don't want anyone to worry.
Esp. my family...
I dont want people to pity me, I just want to be happy.
Is it that hard ?
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